:   THE NEWS SAID: The news said the DC9 had crashed minutes after take-off. It sank into the mud and mire of the Everglades. “Are you OK?” The reporter asked. The young woman was not alright. You didn’t need the camera’s ultra close up on a face crawling with changing emotions. “I’m waiting for…




The news said the DC9 had crashed minutes after take-off. It sank into the mud and mire of the Everglades.
“Are you OK?” The reporter asked.
The young woman was not alright. You didn’t need the camera’s ultra close up on a face crawling with changing emotions. “I’m waiting for someone from Miami.” She said, knowing the facts but holding on to hope with bitter strength. “The flight’s coming.” She said. “It’s coming. It’s coming from Miami.” With all her heart and soul; by the very invocation of sound from almost locked vocal chords she tried to keep that dead son-of-a-bitch ‘plane in the air. Just long enough to bring her love home again.

I looked in the mirror for the first time in a long time. Fifteen….ahh what the hell years. I had written that piece, and was crying.
I thought I was a young man. Inside was the same driving idealism tempered to blue-steel by experience. I thought I’d crammed a whole solid lot into a short and not particularly happy life. Now I saw my shiny scalp through thin brown hair. Tufts of untidy gray at the temples. Pitilessly sad eyes, big and brown over deep black shadows.

I tried a cheerful grin. The face lit up with a delight I wished I could feel. It was an Australian face, sun-squinted until the laughter lines formed. Add a grin to that Australian face, and there is a special attraction.
I’m not old. Fifty. God! I’m fifty! ONLY fifty! It’s a good life living in the bus, with my books and my slow-down-you-little-bastard aches and pains.

I write and keep myself separate. Long stretches of solitude give me pleasure. When I go out, or have visitors every begrudged second is tallied. I have a world of my own making and liking.
I should never have bought a wardrobe with mirrors. The image is a lie. It does not reflect my view of myself. A nice, friendly image. It speaks pleasantly in a scholarly manner. It does not suit me, the cynic, the revolutionary, the bitter rager against society’s sins. The need to be not human in protest at THEIR deeds, and aware too that the behaviour is coded into our every molecule. Human is what we are. Humanity is what we do.

When he heard the radio news, he burst into tears. Her voice. A girl so consumed with grief that her mind was keeping that God-forsaken DC9 flying.
“Odd” He thought, while breaking his heart over someone he never knew and had never met. “Why this one? We’ve all seen horrors worse than this. Why HER?” And the sound of the woman’s shattering soul filled his head again and again. He could not stop his own harrowing compassion.

Why should anything much out of the ordinary happen in a short story? Why shouldn’t I just end it there? Just like that. I’ve told you about the girl, and I’ve told you about a man indulging in a totally pointless emotion. And I’ve told you a lot about me, the writer too.
There doesn’t need to be a connection.
I can do that. I want to. Nothing else need happen.

The episodes in people’s lives are seldom actually conclusive.
Sometimes they just stop in mid-episode

Author: grahamwhittaker
What do I call myself? A novelist? A journalist? Writer on demand? Copywriter? Ghostwriter? Poet? Is there a single word to describe all these things? if anyone knows one please tell me. I started out life as a journalist after my service time in the RN. I was 22. My love then was music writing, contributing articles to most of the pop/rock magazines of the time. As time went by I ghostwrote biographies for celebs, wrote novels, and made a general living from writing everything from love letters to translating menus in China to acceptable English. I have written greetings cards, manuals, How to books on so many subjects I forget. My living has been as a writer on demand. So, my blog is an eclectic collection of HOW MY BRAIN WORKS. Recently I started writing blogs for company blogs. In my retirement I find myself writing more, about more subjects than I ever covered as a roving journalist. I ask myself why having reached the age of leisure why I am now busier than ever before! If you have a blog, or a job to offer, I'm an obsessive researcher and turnaround time is fast. Yes, I know, I'm a HACK. A writer for money. A gun for hire. But hey... we all have our failings. Thanks for calling in. Feel free to chat and comment. I'll even get back to you with a thank you note!

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1 Comment

  • A luce

    Well in this blog I feel your pain like prison but may I be rude and ask was it cheating and who did it? Your writing is beautiful the pain is so heartfelt and boy I can relate being someone who has hurt the man I love the most in my life. We all have reasons I suppose for our wrongs and mistakes but I have hurt more then one person and friends and I used to be a person of high morals, values, and someone that people admired. I have spent 16 plus months thinking going nuts but nonetheless 3 years being unfaithful to a loyal husband in a USP that’s a penitentiary if you don’t know. I am not sure why it’s taken 37 years to stir up childhood bullshit and a relapse. Wow sorry for my rambling I never talk to strangers lol. They say life is a dance you learn as you go! That’s not we should always do I just had a scare due to wreck less choices. I still could be ill time will tell at least it’s nothing my husband could get. Peace be with u🙏🏼 Amanda luce

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